You just asked..

"What if you never recover"

Dear, I will try to ensure that you recover to your optimum ok?

I really hope you recover soon..will you recover yourself for me?

You and I...

This week is a tough week but I am glad that you were there for me.

I want to know the truth...

Rebound or pure attachment? Or am I into it impulsively?

You and I

You and I must make a pact

We must bring salvation back

Where there is love I'll be there

I'll reach out my hand to you

I'll have faith in all you do

Just call my name

And i'll be there

And oh, woah,

I'll be there to comfort you

Build my world of dreams around you

I'm so glad I found you yeah,

I'll be there with a love so strong

I'll be your strength

You know i'll keep holdin on

Let me fill you heart with joy and laughter

Togetherness, well it's all i'm after

Just call my name

And i'll be there

I'll be there to protect you,(yeah baby)

With an unselfish love that respects you

Just call my name

And i'll be there

And oh woah

I'll be there to comfort you

Build my world of dreams around you

You know i'm so glad I found you yeah (so glad baby)

I'll be there with a love so strong

I'll be your strength

You know i'll keep holdin on

If you should ever find someone new

I know she better be good to you

'Cos if she dosoen't, then i'll be there

Don't you know baby, yeah yeah

I'll be there I'll be there, yeah

Just call my name and i'll be there

Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

I'll be there baby

You know i'll be there, yeah

Just call my name

And i'll be there

Just call my name

And i'll be there

You and I

I get to understand you better as a person. Which I believed that both of us had really talk things out face to face. Honestly, I like who you are and I hope that we could be together someday which only both of us will know if it will be soon enough.

For the past 15 days, we had spend the time together which I really wished that I could spend more than what I had just did which due to our position that does not permit us to be as close as possible. Missing the days when each night you will be at my hotel doorstep to wish me good night.

I hope you feel the same way of what I am feeling right now. Holding on to your hand everynight seems to be like the blanket that keeps us warm through out the night. And the pat on the cheek is just like forever...

Darl, I do cherish all the moments that we spend. Esp the bus ride up the mountain. The ups and downs that we had, the smile that both of draws on each others face and the frustration that both of us endure.

Missing you each moment...

Mistake..

I think I made a mistake...yet again..every weekend, the feeling will surface..yet again..

Education

I had just spoken to my sister while we were watching Transformers at home. the first version.

Recently, I watched this movie about Americans who were denied health care by their insurance coverage and most of the patients died because of insurance policy just simply telling them that its experimental.

I felt the same way today, I do not know why today, but I just felt it today and thinking through the number of students I denied them from getting educations. But this education is not simply the vernicular education, but its the specialize course that I am conducting in this institution.

My story started off with this student who was in my class for over a year and due to unforeseen circumstances, I denied him from furthering his education due to some his personal attributes which I got confused overtime. All of us know that this particular student possesses certain characteristic which makes him special among his classmates.

We know this, and we tried our best to take action so not to make the situation worsen. But eventually, there is nothing much I can do about as I know he could not be save by us anymore. Which the last resort is to have him in into the National Service. I know that is not the only last resort he is going into but we have no choice for him to undergo some training. Its the look in his eyes that he sad that he was very disappointed with himself and he did teared after we lead him out from the office.

I will not be able to reveal further about the exact details of him, but ultimately, I felt that every single paper that I signed for my students to be denied an education, I felt that it makes me feel guilty of not trying my very best to advise and to change their perception as a lecturer.

I just feel sad...