Tuesday, June 10, 2008

Again..Weird Dreams..

Hmm.. last night I had a dream again. And again, as usual, I had weird dreams again.

Last night dream was more sickening. I have no idea why but its about child sexual abuse. I do not know who is the abuser yet I do not know how did it happened in the first place.

But this is how my dream goes..

It was sometime late at night and I was over-looking a room. This room has this particular cabinet which caught my attention. Its like a book-shelf and it is build with glass door. Its empty.

It is midnight and I saw this person, lifting up the sexually abused kids up and placed them into the cabinet and let them sleep in it. I could not see their faces but I remember how shy and timid they are, with their blanket and pajamas wrapping overthemselves. And also I remember that the kids shyed away from the man and keep saying please dont touch me anymore. The kids one by one wrapping themselves up and trying to sleep.

I remembered one of the kid trying to switch off the lights but I felt that the way how the kid acted was very weird and remember the movie, Ju-On? Its exactly how it shivers and twitches.

The lights went off and the next moment, I saw the kid switch on the light. One by one waking up. And because of the vibration towards the cabinet, the kids fell off from the cabinet. The weirdest things of all, THE KIDS TURNED INTO FILES!! Someone walked passed the files and tries to pick it up, he opens one of the file and I saw one of the filing of the abused case with the kid's photo and documentation. The file contains the documentation of the cases where and when the kid was abused! That means this kids are already dead!

The next moment, *poof* the files turn into dust. One file after another, the files turned into dust and couldnt be save anymore.

I got freak out and I got up. I just hope that its just a dream/nightmare and had been thinking about this the entire day.

Oh dear...

Sunday, June 1, 2008

Weird Dreams...

It has been quite sometime since I visited my blog and had been tight down with many many projects and of course my students mid-year design module.

Anyway, my title weird dreams..

Recently I had been encountering weird dreams all over again which it may be weird but I thought I should share with all of you and maybe you can tell me what do you guys think about it.

The most recent dream that I had was last night which in my vision of the dream, I saw a family. A family, usually is the dad, mom and a kid, I think is a boy which is about 10 years old. This particular family was a happy one which they used to go for outing and they had dinner together and many other things.

I think his mother is a housewife and his dad works for a iron ore company.

One day, this boy started to give alot of problems to the family which in my dreamy vision, everything happens with a blink of an eye, the family was falling apart, while his father ran into terrible debts and his mother is always crying. She looks rather cheerful sometimes but when it comes to late evening, she will grin not only to her family, but to everyone else.

One day the kid went to school and out of depression, the kid started banging on his table and everything happened so fast that the kid was send to the headmaster room. The funny thing is that out of a sudden, the headmaster gave the kid some caning and the kid broke down with tears in his eyes. He cried and cried and the headmaster decided to call the kid's dad.

A few hours later, his dad came to school and the headmaster explained what had happened during the day. His dad was rather disappointed with his child's behaviour after which he decided to bring him back home.

Once back home, his dad asked the boy's mom to get into the car and he drove them to the place where he works. The iron ore factory. When they reached the factory, his dad mentioned that he couldnt take the level of stress anymore and he says that their son had caused much embarrassment to the family.

The father then bring the family to the melting pot for the iron ore and he asked his wife and his son to grab hold of the cable. When three of them were secured to the cable, his dad lowered the cable which the cable heads directly towards the melting pot.

For a moment, I saw the faces of the family while the cable lowering the three of them down and they were screaming and screaming. I stand and watched them going down and feel so helpless but to watch them die.

From the point when they were melted in the melting pot, I couldnt bear it and I quickly opened my eye, thank god it is just a dream but yet it looks so real. It is so real that, I could still remember every detail of it.

If this story means something please tell me ok? because I keep getting weird weird dreams almost every night. And when I have weird dreams again, I will write.

Sign off..